Varnamala

Gangotri



INVITATION

With wind and the weather beating round me
Up to the hill and the moorland I go.
Who will come with me? Who will climb with me?
Wade through the brook and tramp through the snow?

Not in the petty circle of cities
Cramped by your doors and your walls I dwell;
Over me God is blue in the welkin
Against me the wind and the storm rebel.

I sport with solitude here in my regions,
Of misadventure have me a friend.
Who would live largely? Who would live freely?
Here to the wind-swept uplands ascend.

I am the lord of tempest and mountain,
I am the Spirit of freedom and pride.
Stark must he be and a kinsman to danger
Who shares my kingdom and walks at my side.

--(Alipore Jail 1908-09)


REVELATION

Someone leaping from the rocks
Past me ran with windblown locks
Like a startled bright surmise
Visible to mortal eyes, --
Just a cheek of frightened rose
That with sudden beauty glows,
Just a footstep like the wind
And a hurried glance behind,
And then nothing, -- as a thought
Escapes the mind ere it is caught.
Someone of the heavenly rout
From behind the veil ran out

A TREE

A tree beside the sandy river-beach
Holds up its topmost boughs
Like fingers towards the skies they cannot reach,
Earth-bound, heaven amorous.

This is the soul of man. Body and brain
Hungry for earth our heavenly flight detain.


THE MIRACLE OF BIRTH


I saw my soul a traveller through Time;
From life to life the cosmic ways it trod,
Obscure in the depths and on the heights sublime,
Evolving from the worm into the god.

A spark of the eternal Fire, it came
To build a house in Matter for the Unborn.
The inconscient sunless Night received the flame,
In the brute seed of things dumb and forlorn

Life stirred and Thought outlined a gleaming shape
Till on the stark inanimate earth could move,
Born to somnambulist Nature in her sleep
A thinking creature who can hope and love.

Still by slow steps the miracle goes on,
The Immortal's gradual birth mid mire and stone.



BECAUSE THOU ART

Because Thou art All-beauty and All-bliss,
My soul blind and enamoured yearns for Thee;
It bears thy mystic touch in all that is
And thrills with the burden of that ecstasy.

Behind all eyes I meet Thy secret gaze
And in each voice I hear Thy magic tune:
Thy sweetness haunts my heart through Nature's ways
??? Nowhere it beats now from Thy snare immune.

It loves Thy body in all living things;
??? Thy joy is there in every leaf and stone:
The moments bring thee on their fiery wings;
??? Sight's endless artistry is Thou alone.

Time voyages with Thee upon its prow?
And all the futures passionate hope is Thou.
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BRIDE OF THE FIRE?

Bride of the Fire, clasp me now close,--
??? Bride of the Fire!
I have shed the bloom of the earthly rose,
??? I have slain desire.

Beauty of the Light, surround my life,--
??? Beauty of the Light!
I have sacrificed longing and parted from grief,
??? I can bear thy delight.

Image of ecstasy, thrill and enlace,--
??? Image of bliss!
I would see only thy marvellous face,
??? Feel only thy kiss.

Voice of Infinity, sound in my heart,--
??? Call of the One!
Stamp there thy radiance, never to part,
??? O living sun.
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A GOD'S LABOUR?

I have gathered my dreams in a silver air
??? Between the gold and the blue
And wrapped them softly and left them there,
??? My jeweled dreams of you.

I had hoped to build a rainbow bridge
??? Marrying the soil to the sky
And sow in this dancing planet midge
??? The moods of infinity.

But too bright were our heavens, too far away,
??? Too frail their ethereal stuff;
Too splendid and sudden our light could not stay;
??? The roots were not deep enough.

He who would bring the heavens here
??? Must descend himself? into clay
And the burden of earthly nature bear
??? And tread the dolorous way.

Coercing my godhead I have come down
??? Here on the sordid earth,
Ignorant, labouring, human grown
??? Twixt the gates of death and birth.

I have been digging deep and long
??? Mid a horror of filth and mire
A bed for the golden river's song,
??? A home for the deathless fire.

I have laboured and suffered in Matter's night
??? To bring the fire to man;
But the hate of hell and human spite
??? Are my meed since the world began.

For man's mind is the dupe of his animal self;
??? Hoping its lusts to win,
He harbours within him a grisly Elf
??? Enamoured of sorrow and sin.

The grey Elf shudders from heaven's flame
??? And from all things glad and pure;
Only by pleasure and passion and pain
??? His drama can endure.

All around is darkness and strife;
??? For the lamps that men call suns
Are but halfway gleams on this stumbling life
??? Cast by the Undying Ones.

Man lights his little torches of hope
??? That lead to a failing edge;
A fragment of Truth is his widest scope,
??? An inn his pilgrimage.

The Truth of truths men fear and deny,
??? The Light of lights they refuse;
To ignorant gods they lift their cry
??? Or a demon altar choose.

All that was found must again be sought,
??? Each enemy slain revives,
Each battle for ever is fought and refought
??? Through vistas of fruitless lives.

My gaping wounds are a thousand and one
??? And the Titan kings assail,
But I cannot rest till my task is done
??? And wrought the eternal will.

How they mock and sneer, both devils and men!
??? "Thy hope is Chimera's head
Painting the sky with its fiery stain;
??? Thou shalt fall and thy work lie dead.

"Who art thou that babblest of heavenly ease
??? And joy and golden room
To us who are waifs on inconscient seas
??? And bound to life's iron doom?

"This earth is ours, a field of Night
??? For our petty flickering fires.
How shall it brook the sacred Light
??? Or suffer a god's desires?

"Come, let us slay him and end his course!
??? Then shall our hearts have release
From the burden and call of his glory and force
??? And the curb of his wide white peace."

But the god is there in my mortal breast
??? Who wrestles with error and fate
And tramples a road through mire and waste
??? For the nameless Immaculate.

A voice cried, "Go where none have gone!
??? Dig deeper, deeper? yet
Till thou reach the grim foundation stone
??? And knock at the keyless gate."

I saw that a falsehood was planted deep
??? At the very root of things
Where the grey Sphinx guards God's riddle sleep
??? On the Dragon's outspread wings.

I left the surface gods of mind
??? And life's unsatisfied seas
And plunged through the body's alleys blind
??? To the nether mysteries.

I have delved through the dumb Earth's dreadful heart
??? And heard her black mass's bell.
I have seen the source whence her agonies part
??? And the inner reason of hell.

Above me the dragon murmurs moan
??? And the goblin voices flit;
I have pierced the Void where Thought was born,
??? I have walked in the bottomless pit.

On a desperate stair my feet have trod
??? Armoured with boundless peace,
Bringing the fires of the splendour of God
??? Into the human abyss.

He who I am was with me still;
??? All veils are breaking now.
I have heard His voice and borne His will
??? On my vast untroubled brow.

The gulf twixt the depths and the heights is bridged
??? And the golden waters pour
Down the sapphire mountain rainbow-ridged
??? And glimmer from shore to shore.

Heaven's fire is lit in the breast of the earth
??? And the undying suns here burn;
Through a wonder cleft in the bounds of birth
??? The incarnate spirits yearn

Like flames to the kingdoms of Truth and Bliss:
??? Down a gold-red stair-way wend
The radiant children of Paradise
??? Clarioning darkness's end.

A little more and the new life's doors
??? Shall be carved in silver light
With its aureate roof and mosaic floors
??? In a great world bare and bright.

I shall leave my dreams in their argent air,
??? For in a raiment of gold and blue
There shall move on the earth embodied and fair
??? The living truth of you.

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